How many pple really get all their victims rights?

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getting to say and ask what I need to. He has served half his sentence

now. I still have only begun mine.

I guess to understand what I go through I would like to explain my

problems. I sleep about 4 hours a night, if that, still total. I have

nightmares almost every night about what happened. I am on medication

that allows me to sleep with out as many nightmares and sleep that

long. I am afraid of people, I have problems with trust, I am

agoraphobic (fear of leaving a safe place). I panic if I cant handle a

situation (which can be as simple as,and has been, shopping), or over

nothing at all. I have flashbacks-I see him, smell him. breath him.

hear him-all as if it was happening again. No matter what else I have

tried this still happens. I have been on medications and still take

them, I see a councilor and a therapist and have since 1999. I go to

support meetings. None of these things gives me the answers I need.

I have spoken to my father but never really about what happened,

he said he was sorry right after he got into the prision system, other

then that it has been a lot of small talk---weather, his job, and his

Hep C. The letters have helped me deal a little better with the

extreme, horrible, hatred I used to have, now its a more tolerable

hate. I just want these things better. I know they will never go away

totally.

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